In
his Anatomy class, the tables had turned. He was scrambling to finish
the assignment and Harrison was watching him. “Hot date last
night?” Harrison asked.
Naldo
smiled. “No. But I made one.” He looked at Harrison, then looked
away. He finished the assignment. “Why is your homework done on
time for once?”
“I,
uh, couldn’t sleep last night. I got like three hours and I kept
waking up throughout the night. Nerves, I guess.”
“Funny,
I had the exact opposite effect.” There was a pause.
“So...
Naldo’s an interesting name,” Harrison pointed out. Naldo could
tell that Harrison was trying desperately to keep the conversation
going. He decided to oblige.
“It’s
not mine.” Harrison gave him a look that showed he was interested.
“I just thought it sounded cool. So, everyone just started calling
me that. My teachers don’t even mind that I put it on my papers.”
He gestured to the name line of his assignment.
“So,
what is
your name?” Harrison asked. Naldo made a disgusted face before he
answered.
He
looked right at Harrison and said, “Dale.” Harrison considered
this for a moment. Then a smile slowly invade his features. His eyes
crinkled and then he threw his head back and roared with laughter.
Naldo looked around to see if anyone was starting and he tried to
shush Harrison. When he looked back at him, he was doubled over with
tears in his eyes. “Geez, remind me not to tell you anything else
embarrassing.”
“No,
it’s not that,” he said in between gasps. “It’s just Dale
Daley has a nice ring to it.” He continued to chuckle until he
finally settled down by the time the final bell rang.
At
the end of the hour, they had some down time. “So,” Harrison
asked. “You ready to be out, loud, and proud?”
“Oh.
No, I don’t think so.” Naldo had just about come to terms with it
internally. Coming out would be a whole other story.
“It’s
so freeing, though,” Harrison persisted.
“Okay,
how did you come out to your parents?” Harrison smiled a little.
“You
wanna hear something ironic?” he asked Naldo.
“Sure.”
“My
parents don’t know yet.” Naldo slowly turned to look at Harrison.
A slow smile had already creeped onto his features. “I know, I
know, Mr. Come-To-The-Dark-Side-It’s-Fun is not out to his parents.
But it can be freeing to come out to other people, too.” Naldo
considered that. He pulled Harrison closer to him and whispered in
his ear.
“Um,
I think I’m gay.” He stayed poised next to his ear for an extra
beat, then pushed him back to sit upright in his chair. “You were
right.” He looked up at Harrison and he was beaming. Then the bell
rang to change classes.
Naldo
prepared for another first date. He took an extra long shower,
carefully brushed his teeth, and searched high and low for a clean
pair of socks. He passed himself in a mirror and checked himself out
in it. He was as ready as he would ever be for something like this.
He got to the restaurant while managing to keep his breathing even
and his sweat in his glands. He remembered this part well. He thought
of all his first dates and this part where he had to search the room
for his date. He searched the room looking for his new partner. It
was a boy this time. Harrison Daley.
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